“We create first impressions based on the smallest
of things. A smile. A firm handshake. A friendly demeanor. But, humans
are layered. We lift veil after veil, and it’s only when we slip past a
smile and meander through our cortex that we find something that we can
truly call human. We’re built as natural defense mechanisms. We hide our
vulnerabilities and show strength with an upturned chin and a straight
gait, but which of us mean it? Which of us can keep our shoulders like
level weights without showing the vulnerability in our curves? We create
angles in our form. We’ll choose empowerment in the form of redwoods
instead of bending ourselves like boughs. We’re strong enough to hold an
ocean instead of admitting that we’re fragile enough to be swallowed by
the sea, and in that, I find humanity’s greatest flaw. We pretend to be
someone we’re not, although fragility is what makes us all beautiful.
We don suits and straighten our ties and walk around holding our
breaths, knowing that once we step into the safety of our homes, we’d
take off our skin and place them side-by-side next to our loafers. We
are who we are when we believe that no one’s looking, and in turn we’re
losing ourselves to what society is trying to mold us into. We’re told
to conform to a monochrome world instead of painting our skies the
colors we feel in. First impressions bother me because they’re nothing
but well-dressed lies. I’m not interested in who you are at first
glance. I’m not interested in the person that you claim to be. I only
want to know what color your seas are. I only want to know what you
bleed.”